I am not offering this as either a sponsor nor a drug counselor, though I have been one (drug counselor) and know many (sponsors). I am offering this as someone who can be empathetic, and knows the tools of the trade.
If you need someone to talk with either when you are considering a relapse, or in the middle of one, and you don't wish to speak with anyone who knows you personally, feel free to reach out to me. Send me a message and I'll give you my number; you can call me day or night, I always keep my phone at volume in case I get emergency calls.