This is one topic that I realy feel important to discuss. First of all, I do a form of meditation, however, not as part of my martial arts training. I use it for powerlifting. I quiet myself inside and out, and go through the lift, be it bench press, squat or deadlift. I go through the lift start to finish in my head and replay it over and over a few times. Then immediately attempt the lift. At that precise moment, there is nothing else in the world that matters. Nothing can distract me when I am in that zone. It is a great experience, and is a great tool as I have broken many of my personal bests since starting this type of mediataion.
In regards to kenpo, I have never made the correlation between meditation and self defense. I understand and believe that relaxation at the moment of truth is best but have never experienced it. When it is time to rock, I get amped, the adrenaline flows, and also, nothing else matters at that time, but eliminating the threat. Also, along the same lines, I study and train for self defense, NOT sport competition or any other reason many others credit for their motivation in studying kenpo. I want to totally dessimate any threat to me or my family, period. Meditation has never entered into the equation at least for me.
I have never been very successful in tournament situations, dating back to the time I was a kid. I have been disqualified from more matches then I have finished. I take it personal when I get hit, or threatened. I can not see it as sport. My flaw, my ???? immaturity????, an extra Y chromosome, call it what you will, but I have tried to be a sportsman about it, but have had no success at doing so. So, I dont compete at tournaments any longer.
Just my $0.02
Gary Catherman