Hi guys, hoping to find to some help here on an issue that is mentally messing me up.
Firstly I would like to stress that I'm not a trouble maker and do not go around looking for trouble either.
Recently I got involved in a street fight and to say the least, I lost. I didn't lose cause I was floored, knocked out etc, but because I simply didn't know what the hell to do. When I was being hit I couldn't move forward to strike I was simply FROZEN. My emotions at the time went into negativity and instead of attacking and progressing forward I was allowing myself to be defeated.
Also just before the fight kicked off, my legs went jelly and I was scared beyond belief, despite not knowing who my attacker actually would be.
My question is to you guys is what is wrong with me and why did that happen? Im mentally beating myself up because I didn't do anything, please advise appropriately.
Firstly I would like to stress that I'm not a trouble maker and do not go around looking for trouble either.
Recently I got involved in a street fight and to say the least, I lost. I didn't lose cause I was floored, knocked out etc, but because I simply didn't know what the hell to do. When I was being hit I couldn't move forward to strike I was simply FROZEN. My emotions at the time went into negativity and instead of attacking and progressing forward I was allowing myself to be defeated.
Also just before the fight kicked off, my legs went jelly and I was scared beyond belief, despite not knowing who my attacker actually would be.
My question is to you guys is what is wrong with me and why did that happen? Im mentally beating myself up because I didn't do anything, please advise appropriately.