Aye. I'd rather learn from a person directly, but there isn't really anyone around right now. I also already have at least a small foundation in Gongfu and T'ai Chi. I don't really like trying to copy from a video, but I think I can do it, and study it enough to get what's actually going on, given enough time. The principles of the thing is what I'm really after. I've got some ideas about making my T'ai Chi purposefully loose and sloppy LOOKING, and I can get pretty erratic. But I'm looking for a good breakdown of an orthodox unorthodox style, I guess. What's going on with the swaying and stumbling? Some of the wild, backwards looking moves. A specific method of controlling the weirdness to start to learn with, I suppose.