Appledog50 3
Purple Belt
I was watching some old kung-fu movies when I came across an old favorite; 'They call me Bruce.' I couldn't stop laughing. Then I had an epiphany. Why doesn't Pui Chan post here?
This probably isn't considered a problem because everywhere online is like this. But I realized, that's just a form of capitulation.
Why doesn't anyone who is central to the real martial arts scene, you know, in the real world, post online? Why didn't Henry Look post here? I remember judging Tai Chi divisions under him in Baltimore in the '90s. I tell you, unless you saw Wai Lun Choi's LHBF demo you would never believe the story. Those were the days! But why did these people never really became a part of the online community? Even just to be here, to support it. In the house, the new world place to be! To maybe answer questions on an official, or even unofficial basis, from time to time. Or even just to hang out!
In fact, none of the people I met back then ever posted anywhere online. They're just... not here.
This place is like a parallel reality.
I asked my sifus why they didn't ever post online. They said the older generation does not like to post online because people online will attack you and show disrespect for fun; there is no Wu De. Online, people are concerned too much with pretending to know things and establishing a social hierarchy (pecking order).
I didn't believe them and I believed that online forums could have a valuable role. Many people disagreed with me. I had long conversations with people like ###########(redacted) over similar topics. I asked him, 'You know (x) can be talked about, and you know how to do (x) etc, why do you say 'you can't see internal' and come up with all these alternate ways to explain it?' His response, I will never forget. He said he enjoyed hiding information from people online and lording it over them. I didn't judge him, I was just surprised, maybe a little in awe. I had always thought online should be a place of freedom, truth and discussion. But some people disagree.
Don't take this as too much of a criticism. I spent a long, long time on forums like this. I was even a discord moderator on a major debate server for three years. You get burned out online. Maybe I need to take a month off or two? No, I am not suggesting anything as prosaic as quitting. That would mean this is an addiction. And I know I am not addicted because I can quit any time I want to. You know it's true because look at all the times I have quit in the past. No, this is me being unable to do two things at the same time. I will go watch some kung-fu movies and come back later. Maybe when I stop laughing at 'They call me Bruce.' It works on so many levels. Might be a while though, send it in dm if it's important
May God bless you all 
This probably isn't considered a problem because everywhere online is like this. But I realized, that's just a form of capitulation.
Why doesn't anyone who is central to the real martial arts scene, you know, in the real world, post online? Why didn't Henry Look post here? I remember judging Tai Chi divisions under him in Baltimore in the '90s. I tell you, unless you saw Wai Lun Choi's LHBF demo you would never believe the story. Those were the days! But why did these people never really became a part of the online community? Even just to be here, to support it. In the house, the new world place to be! To maybe answer questions on an official, or even unofficial basis, from time to time. Or even just to hang out!
In fact, none of the people I met back then ever posted anywhere online. They're just... not here.
This place is like a parallel reality.
I asked my sifus why they didn't ever post online. They said the older generation does not like to post online because people online will attack you and show disrespect for fun; there is no Wu De. Online, people are concerned too much with pretending to know things and establishing a social hierarchy (pecking order).
I didn't believe them and I believed that online forums could have a valuable role. Many people disagreed with me. I had long conversations with people like ###########(redacted) over similar topics. I asked him, 'You know (x) can be talked about, and you know how to do (x) etc, why do you say 'you can't see internal' and come up with all these alternate ways to explain it?' His response, I will never forget. He said he enjoyed hiding information from people online and lording it over them. I didn't judge him, I was just surprised, maybe a little in awe. I had always thought online should be a place of freedom, truth and discussion. But some people disagree.
Don't take this as too much of a criticism. I spent a long, long time on forums like this. I was even a discord moderator on a major debate server for three years. You get burned out online. Maybe I need to take a month off or two? No, I am not suggesting anything as prosaic as quitting. That would mean this is an addiction. And I know I am not addicted because I can quit any time I want to. You know it's true because look at all the times I have quit in the past. No, this is me being unable to do two things at the same time. I will go watch some kung-fu movies and come back later. Maybe when I stop laughing at 'They call me Bruce.' It works on so many levels. Might be a while though, send it in dm if it's important