Not true. Do you think I'd watch videos if it didn't interest me?
If I knew what's good and what's also suitable for me cause I'm fragile then I'd start it.
I wish I wasn't so fragile. I really don't know if there are many martial arts which I could even do cause of this.
If I click 'show ignored member', I can see you!
Here's my last advice to you:
If you are physically fragile (which you're not but think you are), that wouldn't matter and you could still train 90% of places.
If you are mentally fragile (which you are, but AFAIK you are still denying), most serious martial art schools are not for you until you can build up some mental toughness and handle a 'martial' art.
This is not what you want to hear, so I am 100% sure it will go in one ear and out the other, but figured I might as well make one final attempt.