Way too much worry. Way too much. You are going to spin yourself into a nasty web of over analysis. I truly hope the next words that I say will help you.This thread might meander a bit. I'm stewing through a lot of thoughts and emotions right now.
Thread title is an obvious nod to the other thread that's been alive for several years now, the thread content is heavily based on the news I posted about in the TKD forum. To sum up: I am testing this week for my 4th degree black belt under my old TKD Master, and I just found out yesterday that I will not be getting that recognition by the organization. It will help to have a rubber-stamped 4th degree from someone higher rank in TKD, but I believe this may be the end of my TKD progression. It's definitely the end of my relationship with my former Master, and I'm not optimistic about establishing under another Master or under the organization myself based on the difficulties I have had over the past few years trying to find someone for this role.
I'm honestly at the point that I don't even want to call it Taekwondo anymore, and I feel I may be better served taking the Korean culture out of the designs completely. I'm not Korean, and I have very little connection to Korea or Korean culture. From everything I've seen and heard, Koreans don't have much respect for Americans (because we're lazy and undisciplined), and so I'm not so sure I should be putting them on a pedestal, when they wouldn't do the same for us. My approach is going to be much more American either way, and this would just solidify that.
I'm starting to run through some of the questions now about how I would want to run a new style. For those that don't know me, I have roughly 15 years of TKD training, 8 years of HKD, 3 years of BJJ, and a bit of wrestling, Muay Thai, and MMA. I've been around the block a bit. My initial thoughts are that I would want to take TKD, add the ground-fighting and remove the politics. But I'm starting to look at what else is there. So I'm taking things piece-by-piece. I know at the very least I want to have kicks (and sparring and tricking built around the kicks), and that I want to have ground fighting. But I'm not so sure on other things, such as: strikes (other than kicks), weapons, self-defense. Do I want to have a uniform or not? What do I want to name the art, and what effect would that have on my designs? Do I want to have forms?
Then there's the questions of what I do for my students. Do I have a belt system they can be promoted through or just teach technique? What do I do about tournaments for students who want to compete, when we're not really a part of any established style? Do I try to go more of the "Do" route and overtly teach things like confidence and discipline, or do I go more of the "Jitsu" route and focus on the martial art itself?
Then there's the questions of what I do for myself. I'm currently active in BJJ and I'm teaching cardio kickboxing, but I'm not active in a traditional martial art. What am I going to do to continue to learn and improve at the TKD side of things? If I do have a rank system, what am I going to do for my own personal rank progression, so that my students do not run into a ceiling where they cannot be promoted?
It's a scary proposition. Opening a school in an art that people know is risky enough. Opening a school in an unknown art is a bigger risk. I don't want folks to just bypass me because I look like another Master Ken, the guy who created his own art with "all of the strengths, none of the weaknesses; master of all, worst of none".
I don't know that this is the route I'm going to go down. I remember someone on here (I think it was Buka) suggested it a long time ago. But I am thinking it may be my best option if I want to open my own school.
I'm going to break it down bit by bit in hopes of putting your mind at ease.
If you don't have a 4th degree belt then settle with what you have and teach what you know. People will ignore rank for the most part as long as you know what you are doing. The only people who are going to care about belts are the ones who care about belts. Most people will want to train for exercise and or self-defense. Do a good job in giving them those skills then in your belt rank won't matter. It's a black belt and that will be good enough for most people.To sum up: I am testing this week for my 4th degree black belt under my old TKD Master, and I just found out yesterday that I will not be getting that recognition by the organization. It will help to have a rubber-stamped 4th degree from someone higher rank in TKD, but I believe this may be the end of my TKD progression. It's definitely the end of my relationship with my former Master, and I'm not optimistic about establishing under another Master or under the organization myself based on the difficulties I have had over the past few years trying to find someone for this role.
This is your bitterness. Go through it and get over it. Make sure you go through those stages of disappointment and feelings of betrayal and then be done with those types of feelings. This will be harmful with any future martial arts teaching you want to do. People will be able to pick up that bitterness and no one is going to like it or take your side because of it. Does it suck? Yes. I've been through it myself. But you can't let it rot you out.I'm honestly at the point that I don't even want to call it Taekwondo anymore, and I feel I may be better served taking the Korean culture out of the designs completely. I'm not Korean, and I have very little connection to Korea or Korean culture. From everything I've seen and heard, Koreans don't have much respect for Americans (because we're lazy and undisciplined), and so I'm not so sure I should be putting them on a pedestal, when they wouldn't do the same for us.
It won't matter. Hybrid is just the name that someone gives a martial arts system a total package approach. Teach it separately and it will stay. Teach it together meaning TKD learn BJJ in a TKD class then it's going to turn into a Hybrid even if you don't want it to.First and foremost, the multiple arts must work in conjunction and be intertwined with each other. For example, if I'm teaching X style karate and tell my students if they find themselves on the ground, here's some BJJ moves you can do, I am NOT teaching a hybrid system. I could do those BJJ moves without even knowing karate.
Teach what you know. As for names US Ai to help your thought process. There's no need to wreck your brain on naming now. Use Ai. It's a tool. For example: Groundflow Taekwondo. It took all of 5 seconds for Ai to point me in that direction and my head didn't hurt.I'm starting to run through some of the questions now about how I would want to run a new style. For those that don't know me, I have roughly 15 years of TKD training, 8 years of HKD, 3 years of BJJ, and a bit of wrestling, Muay Thai, and MMA. I've been around the block a bit. My initial thoughts are that I would want to take TKD, add the ground-fighting and remove the politics. But I'm starting to look at what else is there. So I'm taking things piece-by-piece. I know at the very least I want to have kicks (and sparring and tricking built around the kicks), and that I want to have ground fighting. But I'm not so sure on other things, such as: strikes (other than kicks), weapons, self-defense. Do I want to have a uniform or not? What do I want to name the art, and what effect would that have on my designs? Do I want to have forms?
It's your school and your rules. You are familiar with belts. If you are black belt in TKD then provide a belt system for TKD and not BJJ. If you are teaching hybrid then you can provide your own belts under your own system. If you are teaching under someone else's standards, then provide belts for TKD.Then there's the questions of what I do for my students. Do I have a belt system they can be promoted through or just teach technique? What do I do about tournaments for students who want to compete, when we're not really a part of any established style? Do I try to go more of the "Do" route and overtly teach things like confidence and discipline, or do I go more of the "Jitsu" route and focus on the martial art itself?
None of these matters. It's all going to be a challenge, and these are the least of the issues you'll run into .Opening a school in an art that people know is risky enough. Opening a school in an unknown art is a bigger risk. I don't want folks to just bypass me because I look like another Master Ken, the guy who created his own art with "all of the strengths, none of the weaknesses; master of all, worst of none".
Follow your passion before you get too old.The other thing I'm thinking is abandon the idea of starting my own school, and instead keep working in IT/cybersecurity and train BJJ at night. Just focus on that for my martial arts career. I would like to "retire" from IT in the next few years and focus solely on martial arts. I don't think I can do that with BJJ. But it may be the best option for me.