Hi, all!
I've been self teaching myself Wing Chun, Wushu, Jeet Kune Do, and other forms of martial arts for finding SELF. I've gotten really good from practicing, reading, and learning key techniques (some I've thought of) very well to the point it's natural. Lately I've moved on from using hand wraps to punching bare hands and kicking trees and other hard surfaces and it just feels like I'm wearing pads. I really don't know if that is good or not. I stopped recently because the swelling concerned me.
Anyways, lately I've been having rage dreams that wake me. It's like I find myself in bad situations in my dreams where I get emotionless and just use lethal techniques to kill my attackers. Sometimes I think it's just a dream reflecting what I watch and read, but sometimes I wonder if all this self training I'm doing to be calm and emotionless under fear or anger is affecting me. What are y'all thoughts?
I've been self teaching myself Wing Chun, Wushu, Jeet Kune Do, and other forms of martial arts for finding SELF. I've gotten really good from practicing, reading, and learning key techniques (some I've thought of) very well to the point it's natural. Lately I've moved on from using hand wraps to punching bare hands and kicking trees and other hard surfaces and it just feels like I'm wearing pads. I really don't know if that is good or not. I stopped recently because the swelling concerned me.
Anyways, lately I've been having rage dreams that wake me. It's like I find myself in bad situations in my dreams where I get emotionless and just use lethal techniques to kill my attackers. Sometimes I think it's just a dream reflecting what I watch and read, but sometimes I wonder if all this self training I'm doing to be calm and emotionless under fear or anger is affecting me. What are y'all thoughts?