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This thread might meander a bit. I'm stewing through a lot of thoughts and emotions right now.
Thread title is an obvious nod to the other thread that's been alive for several years now, the thread content is heavily based on the news I posted about in the TKD forum. To sum up: I am testing this week for my 4th degree black belt under my old TKD Master, and I just found out yesterday that I will not be getting that recognition by the organization. It will help to have a rubber-stamped 4th degree from someone higher rank in TKD, but I believe this may be the end of my TKD progression. It's definitely the end of my relationship with my former Master, and I'm not optimistic about establishing under another Master or under the organization myself based on the difficulties I have had over the past few years trying to find someone for this role.
I'm honestly at the point that I don't even want to call it Taekwondo anymore, and I feel I may be better served taking the Korean culture out of the designs completely. I'm not Korean, and I have very little connection to Korea or Korean culture. From everything I've seen and heard, Koreans don't have much respect for Americans (because we're lazy and undisciplined), and so I'm not so sure I should be putting them on a pedestal, when they wouldn't do the same for us. My approach is going to be much more American either way, and this would just solidify that.
I'm starting to run through some of the questions now about how I would want to run a new style. For those that don't know me, I have roughly 15 years of TKD training, 8 years of HKD, 3 years of BJJ, and a bit of wrestling, Muay Thai, and MMA. I've been around the block a bit. My initial thoughts are that I would want to take TKD, add the ground-fighting and remove the politics. But I'm starting to look at what else is there. So I'm taking things piece-by-piece. I know at the very least I want to have kicks (and sparring and tricking built around the kicks), and that I want to have ground fighting. But I'm not so sure on other things, such as: strikes (other than kicks), weapons, self-defense. Do I want to have a uniform or not? What do I want to name the art, and what effect would that have on my designs? Do I want to have forms?
Then there's the questions of what I do for my students. Do I have a belt system they can be promoted through or just teach technique? What do I do about tournaments for students who want to compete, when we're not really a part of any established style? Do I try to go more of the "Do" route and overtly teach things like confidence and discipline, or do I go more of the "Jitsu" route and focus on the martial art itself?
Then there's the questions of what I do for myself. I'm currently active in BJJ and I'm teaching cardio kickboxing, but I'm not active in a traditional martial art. What am I going to do to continue to learn and improve at the TKD side of things? If I do have a rank system, what am I going to do for my own personal rank progression, so that my students do not run into a ceiling where they cannot be promoted?
It's a scary proposition. Opening a school in an art that people know is risky enough. Opening a school in an unknown art is a bigger risk. I don't want folks to just bypass me because I look like another Master Ken, the guy who created his own art with "all of the strengths, none of the weaknesses; master of all, worst of none".
I don't know that this is the route I'm going to go down. I remember someone on here (I think it was Buka) suggested it a long time ago. But I am thinking it may be my best option if I want to open my own school.
Thread title is an obvious nod to the other thread that's been alive for several years now, the thread content is heavily based on the news I posted about in the TKD forum. To sum up: I am testing this week for my 4th degree black belt under my old TKD Master, and I just found out yesterday that I will not be getting that recognition by the organization. It will help to have a rubber-stamped 4th degree from someone higher rank in TKD, but I believe this may be the end of my TKD progression. It's definitely the end of my relationship with my former Master, and I'm not optimistic about establishing under another Master or under the organization myself based on the difficulties I have had over the past few years trying to find someone for this role.
I'm honestly at the point that I don't even want to call it Taekwondo anymore, and I feel I may be better served taking the Korean culture out of the designs completely. I'm not Korean, and I have very little connection to Korea or Korean culture. From everything I've seen and heard, Koreans don't have much respect for Americans (because we're lazy and undisciplined), and so I'm not so sure I should be putting them on a pedestal, when they wouldn't do the same for us. My approach is going to be much more American either way, and this would just solidify that.
I'm starting to run through some of the questions now about how I would want to run a new style. For those that don't know me, I have roughly 15 years of TKD training, 8 years of HKD, 3 years of BJJ, and a bit of wrestling, Muay Thai, and MMA. I've been around the block a bit. My initial thoughts are that I would want to take TKD, add the ground-fighting and remove the politics. But I'm starting to look at what else is there. So I'm taking things piece-by-piece. I know at the very least I want to have kicks (and sparring and tricking built around the kicks), and that I want to have ground fighting. But I'm not so sure on other things, such as: strikes (other than kicks), weapons, self-defense. Do I want to have a uniform or not? What do I want to name the art, and what effect would that have on my designs? Do I want to have forms?
Then there's the questions of what I do for my students. Do I have a belt system they can be promoted through or just teach technique? What do I do about tournaments for students who want to compete, when we're not really a part of any established style? Do I try to go more of the "Do" route and overtly teach things like confidence and discipline, or do I go more of the "Jitsu" route and focus on the martial art itself?
Then there's the questions of what I do for myself. I'm currently active in BJJ and I'm teaching cardio kickboxing, but I'm not active in a traditional martial art. What am I going to do to continue to learn and improve at the TKD side of things? If I do have a rank system, what am I going to do for my own personal rank progression, so that my students do not run into a ceiling where they cannot be promoted?
It's a scary proposition. Opening a school in an art that people know is risky enough. Opening a school in an unknown art is a bigger risk. I don't want folks to just bypass me because I look like another Master Ken, the guy who created his own art with "all of the strengths, none of the weaknesses; master of all, worst of none".
I don't know that this is the route I'm going to go down. I remember someone on here (I think it was Buka) suggested it a long time ago. But I am thinking it may be my best option if I want to open my own school.