drop bear
Sr. Grandmaster
That's pretty much my point. I don't see competition as an end point. It's something that (under the right ruleset) could be fun. But I can't really see myself being overly concerned with winning. I'm more focused on the not-losing/winning when I consider self-defense, for exactly the reason you point out.
So you are not worried about winning or loosing now. But assume you will be in a real fight.
Where I am focused on winning and loosing now so I am prepared for a real fight.