ever heard of a product called tramadol

i've never been 100% when i've fought, never trained without having an injury of some some sort.
and lets be clear on this you make it sound as though i did all that i one go LoL

i didn't - they've happened over the years both my legs have rods pins plates and screws and both my wrists have screws holding them together after a car pulled out in front of my motorbike. i broke my ankle earlier this year in a fight (well documented on these boards) and recovered with extensive physio and training that avoided pressure on my ankle, there's no excuse not to train you either want to be as good as you can be or you don't.
if you want something bad enough then you'll do whatever it takes to get it

maybe you're not like that, as for me i'm driven by it - muay thai IS my life without it i'm a mess it gives me structure as well as something to do.
you're right i should've been sidelined - the medics said no, i just took a bunch of pills pulled on my gloves and said lets get on with it. the doctors said that i pushed too hard - did too much but as far i as was concerned i was going to fight and to hell with the consequences. i live for today cos tomorrow never comes.
maybe you can't understand it cos if the doc tells you to go home and rest / put your feet up you do it -- me i don't - i listen to what they've got to say and then i'll be the judge of how i'll train or find a way to train - doesn't bother me if i start getting pain then i take a few more tablets and carry on this is how i am --- the day i get stopped will be the day i get put in a pine box.
also muay thai doesn't have a sanctioning body as far as i'm aware cos anyone can fight.