Ah wow, sounds like 2017 was great for some and horrible for others, my thoughts and well wishes to all who've had a rough year.
Mine was quite an intense and very rough year... from midyear being rushed to emergency 5 times all up, multiples scans, ultrasounds, tests and two CT scans, doctors just scratching their heads not knowing what it was, was incredibly difficult and scary. It was just the uncertainty of it all really. I had to just do my own research as I wasn't getting any answers. Luckily it wasn't life threatening, was pelvic floor tension myalgia (chronic pelvic pain syndrome), which can cause a whole host of very bizarre, strange and incredibly painful and uncomfortable symptoms (one of the worst was the feeling of being kicked downstairs, but that horrible feeling not going away at all, for three odd weeks or so... not to mention sharp pelvic pain, spasms in all sorts of places too). Booked into the pelvic pain clinic and luckily it can be treated, but it will take quite some time before am pain-free. But it has really forced me change my relationship with everything and relax everything deeper. I reached lows that I hadn't gone to in a very long time.. so definitely had alot to process and work through internally.
Even though I've had a break from dojo training last year, this happening has really put a halt on things anyway, but I am really super keen to get started in training again in a new style this year. Will have to just pace myself I guess.
Otherwise in 2017:
-performed in a karate demo with my old dojo buddies at a festival
-entered two all styles martial arts tournaments, placed well
-went back to old dojo just to help out assisting teaching the kids classes, really enjoying that
-learned aLOT about myself
Hopefully in 2018:
-first and foremost recover from this 'thing'
-plan to train at a bunch of different places, one month each or so to get a feel for the dojo, style and instructor
-might compete again, really enjoyed the experience
-would love to attend as many seminars as I can that welcome all styles or just karate
-continue spiritual direction, delve deeper into things and continue the inner work, really place a priority on this
I wish all you guys all the love, joy and peace for the new year
