I struggle what to say at times like this. Quite frankly, it amazes me that American's are "shocked" by today's terrorist attack. It amazes me when people are "shocked" by violence, or "shocked" by a mass murder.
Having gone out to fight what you fear, I am not shocked by any of this. Why? Because I am realistic about human nature, and about violence. I know that humans prey upon each other, I know that humans victimize each other, and I have personally seen humans do things to each other that animals would not. I have seen the violent realities of human nature.....the realities that most people actively deny. The realities that men like me acknowledge, only to be called "paranoid" by "civilized society"....who are then "shocked" when that reality surfaces, violently.
Someone I know posted a status about "Praying for peace". And I thought....that's cute. You pray.....I will keep fighting. My way seems to be more effective.
I had a conversation with a priest from my kids' school today, about 10 mintues before the bombs went off. Very nice guy. He is the Chaplain for several Law Enforcement agencies....So he has a decent understanding of my mindset, and my personality. We talked about school shootings, and what we could do to make that school safer. During our chat, I asked him a question. "Father, when your God's flock is being victimized, attacked, injured, or killed....Does he send someone like you to protect them? NO. He sends mother****ers like ME. Someone who is perfectly willing to visit violence on others, because people like me know that force is the ONLY way to fight violence." (And, YES...I used those exact words, much to my wife's chagrin.)
They flew planes into buildings and murdered 3,000 people. Mass killings have been happening for many years. Humans have slaughtered each other since the dawn of time......and yet, people are still "shocked". Why? Insanity is defined as doing the same thing, over and over, expecting different results. Hoping for peace, yet denying the violent realities of the human condition is simply insane.....Yet, "Civilized Society" continues to do so. Honestly, I'm not sure why. Is it a sheep like mentality? Possibly. Is it cowardice. Probably. If they deny the violent realities of the human condition, they don't have to prepare, they don't have to examine how weak they are. Personally, I find this pathetic.
The "Progressive" view that humans will be peaceful IF we just remove the implements that they use to commit violence is laughable. That pathetic philosophy is worthy ONLY of derision. That philosophy is weak, ridiculous, and cowardly. It is not even worth discussing.
I was taught that the person is the weapon, and that the implement used was merely a tool. Read through that last sentence.....let it sink in. Really consider it, then look at violence in THAT context. Humans are responsible for their actions, they often inflict violence upon each other, and the implement used is merely incidental.
If you want to keep denying reality......that's on you. But, stop calling the realistic among us "paranoid". Humans are not a peaceable species. Some of us know this, and we acknowledge that reality. We also prepare for it. I don't know a single person who has been the Police that doesn't still carry a gun. Partly, it is because we have an intimate understanding of violence. Partly it is because we refuse to be the helpless victim.
I will say this......My sympathies go out to the victims of this violence. For those that have lost a loved one.....I am truly sorry for your loss. For those who have suffered a serious injury, my thoughts go out to you.
My thoughts also go out to the men and women that, while others froze or were running away, they ran towards the carnage. The "during" was never a problem for me. I had work to do, and I did whatever needed to be done, no matter what that entailed. It was the "after" that I always struggled with. The loss of sleep, because I was still "up". The images that played out in my head when I was alone. Remembering the smell. The nightmares. To those who took care of others I share this......for the love of God, talk to someone. We are not meant to bear that burden alone.
Lastly, to those that will inevitably protest, or call this "in bad taste"....know this. I left "Civilized Society" long ago. The soft and weak NEED the strong and realistic to protect them, so that they can continue to live their little "peaceful world" fantasy. I am one of those "rough men who, in the darkness, stand ready to do violence on your behalf." Consequently, I stopped caring what people like you thought. I find you soft, weak, pathetic, and cowardly. Go ahead.....say something. Write your pathetic bleating down. I will simply judge you for your cowardice.