Hey Dusk.
recent events in my life have made me have a change of outlook on martial arts and self defense. recently there have been attempted brake ins. and vandalism to property. me and my neighbors cars have been smashed. and I have had confrontation with drug addicts and I was in real danger. I often hear fights outside during the night. And I take my training a lot more seriously now. with violence being a real threat.
I'm sorry to hear that, mate. Sounds like you're in a pretty rough area, I've been lucky enough to keep well clear of that stuff. I'm glad to hear you're taking training more seriously, that's always a good thing. I think awareness training would help you quite a bit too. Best way to not get in a fight is to not be anywhere near where it's likely to happen.
The thing is before I thought of martial arts as a artform. doing it to improve character. adopt a stronger mentality. and confidence. and it has worked for me. I have changed my life in a positive way.
Nothing says it still can't be all that. In fact it can be a big part, it has been for me. But that's martial arts, not self defence, which sounds like what you're more in need of at the moment. MA side of things can help to give strategies, tactics and the like, but as I'm sure you're aware, it won't help you in a street confrontation.
another thing. and this may sound childish is to be cool and show mad martial arts skills like I see in movies. and I'll be honest with you mate. I absolutely love martial arts movies
the later is getting less important now. but hay. its the movies and action that got me this far and if it wasn't for that I would not be were I am now.
I figured that might be the case, haha. End of the day, guess it's just a matter of discerning the differences between the fantasy and the reality. I love them too, in fact I just got a copy of Zatoichi today, but not as a reference for my swordsmanship, that's for sure.
right now I am coming to to a confrontation between martial arts. and MARTAIL ARTS. as in real martial arts full of bloodshed and violence and killing. And my thoughts of martial art as a artform.
these 2 things are contradicting each other. how can you have peace and war.
I don't really agree with you there, I don't see them as contradicting at all. I'm not quite sure how to explain it, I don't really have the words, but I'm sure some of the (much) more experienced members here could put it better. Or at all.
I guess this is were the question of the post came from. meditation and martial arts.
one is a calm reflective mind and another is violence and attacking without mercy. how can they be together. how can a warrior have mushin?
I'm not really sure where you're coming from. Mushin is not about being completely at ease with the world, or having a pacifist attitude, it's about quieting down your mind, and being able to see things, and therefore deal with them, as they come, rather than overthinking and getting trapped in thinking too much. And as Sensei said to me rather recently, there's a big difference between being aggressive (being "violent and attacking") and being angry or hateful.
Reality is a lot more cruel and unforgiving I think about this and Ninjutsu and what it takes to survive in a hostile world. and I am humble now and now more than ever I want to learn real Ninjutsu and not Hollywood Ninjutsu.
thank you for your patience pgsmith and Sensei Parker.
Reality does have a tendancy to smack you into line sometimes... I have no doubt that it's got all sorts of wonderful and less-than-pleasant experiences out there for me too. The hollywood stuff would never do you any good anyway, but 'real' Ninjutsu, or at least as it is in traditional side of things won't really save you either. It's got it's place, absolutely, it's still at the core of it all, but a martial art and a self defence program are two related, but very different things, to my mind.
It sounds like you've got a lot of things on your mind to work out, and best of luck to you.
My advice? Keep on training. It's what I'll be doing.
