I'm currently faced with a moral dilemma at this time. In February, I tested for black belt. The test itself dissappointed me, because I felt that my abilities were not tested enough. (The pretest was harder, where my sabunim was screaming at me to do things. I had ended up bursting several blood vessels in my face from it.) Anyway, I've felt that standards for the chain have grown somewhat lax. I've seen people who I, personally, would not let get past pretest get their new ranks. While I do feel that I'm in a good system, I have a little voice in the corner of my head that there are some of the things which can lead to be labeled as a McDojang.
Anyway, my instructor said that I should be ready to test for Il Dan in October. That would mean I would have been a Cho Dan for only 8 months. I want to wait until next February before I would even think about testing for Il Dan. In the past, I've been assured that I've been ready to test. My instructor has a reputation to maintain as the strongest school in the chain, and as such he only sends people to test if they'll make our branch look good. I can understand that him telling me that I look ready to test is a compliment, but rank is not as much a priority for me as knowing that I live up to the belt around my waist.
I really like my school, and I like the people in it. I have checked other schools in the area, and they seem to emphasize the sport aspect. No other place has as much emphasis on takedowns, joint-locks, and ground-fighting like mine. I know that I will be hard-pressed to find an instructor like mine. I just don't want to be a product of rushed rank promotion.
I need thoughts on this, please!!!
Anyway, my instructor said that I should be ready to test for Il Dan in October. That would mean I would have been a Cho Dan for only 8 months. I want to wait until next February before I would even think about testing for Il Dan. In the past, I've been assured that I've been ready to test. My instructor has a reputation to maintain as the strongest school in the chain, and as such he only sends people to test if they'll make our branch look good. I can understand that him telling me that I look ready to test is a compliment, but rank is not as much a priority for me as knowing that I live up to the belt around my waist.
I really like my school, and I like the people in it. I have checked other schools in the area, and they seem to emphasize the sport aspect. No other place has as much emphasis on takedowns, joint-locks, and ground-fighting like mine. I know that I will be hard-pressed to find an instructor like mine. I just don't want to be a product of rushed rank promotion.
I need thoughts on this, please!!!