Sorry, I erased my post cause I feel at the end of it that was maybe to dramatic.
But well keeping the things short, Almost al my goals and troubles I have had over the last 6 years or so I have reached all my goals but one, losing weight.
I had a terrible problem with one of my daughters that wife and I and our Lord (Jesus Christ) pass trough, I pay the bank my house mortage with a lot of sacrifice, even I fought pretty hard to obtain for my goverment the customs autorization I need it, etc,etc.... but something as easy as lossing weight I can not achive it over the years.
No matter how hard I tried I can't went down to my ideal weight of 200-210 pounds.
Now talking about the Dans inside MA, I will never get a 10th Dan but I wopuld like to achieve level of a 3rd or 4th Dan and this is possible.
Manny