Manny
Senior Master
Good day to all my friends of MT, here I am saying Hello to everyone and using this space to show you my feelings. You know since my sambonim partt away from my town and loosing my own class in his dojang things changed to me, this lend to me to slowly decrease my time inside dojang.
The only thing I do at dojang is to teach the children and some teens so slowly I've tacking free time out of dojang and I go to dojang only when the feelings emerge but truth to be told I don't feel happy anymore doing what I am doing, no more adultos to teach and I am tired of step-step-step and kicking circuits and no more, so eventually I will leave TKD.
I am not leaving here, TKD still be a very nice part of me, these days IU've been taking walks on the beach and feeling right seiein people and the beautiful bay, I really don't know waht I am going to do about martial arts, it seems I will take another martial art. something more suitable for me, I am looking around for a clasici martial art where I can interactuate with people of my age and it seems aikido could be the one or even shotokan karate with a friend of mine, the problem is the schedule. These days I am out of office at 5 pm and the aikiddo or shotokan clases starts at 9 pm and there is considerable gap of time, so I go home put on sneakers and go to walk, my walks are arund 1 hour duration, I sweat very well taking the marine brezze and this seems to calm down me feeelings.
I am not ok, work is not good and it has been not easy for me but Jesus my lord is always with me. I don't wana freak my family with my isuess so I try to put a happy face with them, but I have a little depression on me, nothing to worry abou it, sometimes I just feel blue.
Some thing that really worry me it's what I am gona do IF put aside martial arts because martial arts help me to take things and life a little easy.
Well....believe me it's not easy for me to express my feelings in english but I am very sad.
I will keep in touch with you this is a promise because here I know I have good friends.
El Manny
The only thing I do at dojang is to teach the children and some teens so slowly I've tacking free time out of dojang and I go to dojang only when the feelings emerge but truth to be told I don't feel happy anymore doing what I am doing, no more adultos to teach and I am tired of step-step-step and kicking circuits and no more, so eventually I will leave TKD.
I am not leaving here, TKD still be a very nice part of me, these days IU've been taking walks on the beach and feeling right seiein people and the beautiful bay, I really don't know waht I am going to do about martial arts, it seems I will take another martial art. something more suitable for me, I am looking around for a clasici martial art where I can interactuate with people of my age and it seems aikido could be the one or even shotokan karate with a friend of mine, the problem is the schedule. These days I am out of office at 5 pm and the aikiddo or shotokan clases starts at 9 pm and there is considerable gap of time, so I go home put on sneakers and go to walk, my walks are arund 1 hour duration, I sweat very well taking the marine brezze and this seems to calm down me feeelings.
I am not ok, work is not good and it has been not easy for me but Jesus my lord is always with me. I don't wana freak my family with my isuess so I try to put a happy face with them, but I have a little depression on me, nothing to worry abou it, sometimes I just feel blue.
Some thing that really worry me it's what I am gona do IF put aside martial arts because martial arts help me to take things and life a little easy.
Well....believe me it's not easy for me to express my feelings in english but I am very sad.
I will keep in touch with you this is a promise because here I know I have good friends.
El Manny