Gweilo
Master Black Belt
- Joined
- Jan 11, 2019
- Messages
- 1,141
- Reaction score
- 331
- Thread Starter
- #101
Why though? Why's it so important for you to do some pointless fight? Just keep doing what you're doing with your training and don't worry about proving anything
I responded quickly, then I read my answers, then I thought about your question, in my day I was a bit of a jack the lad, I got into a lot of fights, aggression was how I responded to any situation, I even got banned from Spain for 10 years. Mud sticks and trouble seemed to come my way even if I tried to avoid it, I even tried unliscensed bare knuckle fighting for a while. When I had finally had enough, I left everything behind, tried to start again, in another part of the country, where nobody knew me, I even took up a new art, perhaps I had one of those faces, after a while trouble still come, I stopped training for a while, then found Systema, love training it, perhaps this recent event was me expecting trouble to arise sooner or later, or perhaps at 49, I was wondering do I still have it, not sure yet, but perhaps you are right, maybe I should just enjoy the training, and maybe if I stop expecting trouble, it will stop coming, who knows.