Corporal Hicks
Black Belt
Hi there guys, I dont know if this is in the right forum but it was under health so I guess this is right. So here's the experience, its to do with awarenss and I have it all the time, especially when I'm tired it seems to be at its worst.
Do you ever get the feeling/s that you are here but your not completely awake in a sense? The fact that you dont seem to notice detail or some things dont seem real unless you make a point of noticing it or unless something clicks, like a particular smell?
This is really hard to explain. Its sort of like I'm not 'paying attention 'to the things around me, almost like I'm taking them for granted.
I have noticed however when I lie in bed sometimes I can feel really awake, sort of like when you havent got this constant fuzz sort of feeling in the back of your head. Or when your really relaxing and you begin to notice things.
Sometimes it happens when maybe I'm walking home and suddenly I see the road in an entire new way, then I marvel at it and it goes within a minute and turns back to normal!
Say your at a party and its in full swing and your having a really good time then suddenly something clicks and you look around you and think 'in a couple hours i'm going to be in bed thinking about this and its all going to be over'.
Is there a way of heighting your senses to everything around you? Or becoming more aware of things around you? Do you think taking time to stop or mediating can help this? Im just getting fustrated with it now and I'm not sure what to do?
Any Advice?
Regards
Do you ever get the feeling/s that you are here but your not completely awake in a sense? The fact that you dont seem to notice detail or some things dont seem real unless you make a point of noticing it or unless something clicks, like a particular smell?
This is really hard to explain. Its sort of like I'm not 'paying attention 'to the things around me, almost like I'm taking them for granted.
I have noticed however when I lie in bed sometimes I can feel really awake, sort of like when you havent got this constant fuzz sort of feeling in the back of your head. Or when your really relaxing and you begin to notice things.
Sometimes it happens when maybe I'm walking home and suddenly I see the road in an entire new way, then I marvel at it and it goes within a minute and turns back to normal!
Say your at a party and its in full swing and your having a really good time then suddenly something clicks and you look around you and think 'in a couple hours i'm going to be in bed thinking about this and its all going to be over'.
Is there a way of heighting your senses to everything around you? Or becoming more aware of things around you? Do you think taking time to stop or mediating can help this? Im just getting fustrated with it now and I'm not sure what to do?
Any Advice?
Regards