You shouldn't be. You and everyone else have the same opportunity to create your own library. Indiana Jones said that archeology is 70% book study. What he didn't say was that you read all this stuff, and then do field research, only to find out that all the books are based on a couple of books, which got it completely wrong. In addition to the seven bookcases on Korean Martial Arts, I have another 12 book cases on non-Korean martial arts books, as well as 50 or 60 bankers boxes of martial arts magazines. Dr. Kimm said he has more Korean Martial Arts books, but I beat him on the non-Korean martial arts books. He says I should think about donating my stuff to Muju, but I already have my collection bequeathed to the University of Hawaii (Paradise), which is right down the road from me.
I never did that. Perhaps this weekend I will explore that a little. One thing which is apparent is the differences in style. General Choi's encyclopedia seems to be a solo work, or at least he takes credit for it. The Kukkiwon Textbook on the other hand is a collaborative effort and no individual author or editor is recognized. It is obvious that General Choi spent a whole lot of time working on his encyclopedia.