English is my third language. My second and first are Norwegian and arabic.Tiger86
I am not trying to be rude, this is a serious question - is English your second language? If so, I can honestly say you type it better than a lot of my family members. Their texts are even harder to understand. What is your first language?
If you do not mind me asking, who "captured" you? Where were you when they did? I am not trying to get into your personal situation, but you did bring it up.
Seriously, I'm not talking down to you, I am really trying to understand your situation.
Btw - I am a Muslim and and believe violence is not haram, if used to defend ourselves or the people we love. You might wanna rethink your approach to violence. I can assure you - if someone tried to "capture/torture" me, I would respond with utter viciousness and be comfortable that my Lord did not consider it a sin.
Lastly - I am sorry to hear you went through the things you did.
Oh one more thing - Wu Wei is defined as "doing nothing" or "without struggle". "The Struggle" is an important element of Islam. Subscribing to two opposing ideologies might cause some inner conflict, so just be aware of that.
The dis believers AKA water believers in Norwegian captured me.
My 'struggel' is not through actively attack. Og vicious defense. Nor through being passive. But through ambush and traps. Which means i sit still and sink to the depths of the ocean and acquire inhuman (logical) strength.
BTW yesterday i prayed while my mother and sister slept at night. In the late night it was time for morning prayer. My mother said i will pray then sleep. I said me too! She said no. I said no i want to. She said no, sleep. She is separating my strength into portions.
I can't do that by myself. Or she is making me arrogant and angry and prayer alogside with patience makes hou humble.
She and he and He are my teachers parents and friends.