EDIT: The statement doesn't equate heroism with violence, but desperation. 1) IF you haven't done it since April 1st, it's only five days, and you haven't kicked it-or the use of intoxicants. 2) If you cut yourself "out of anxiety," it's not a "habit that you chose to keep," and it's not a reminder that self-control is important. It's an addictive behavior-an inappropriate repsonse to stress. 3) We have 5th, 6th, and 7th dans here, reading my response(s) and nodding. (Well, except maybe for the "Dragon ball-Z" crack in that other thread....but I couldn't resist...:lol: ) 4) Since you've been rock-climbing and bouldering since you were 10, it's pretty clear that you're good at spraying, , but how about describing tying a prussic for us?