Originally posted by Kaith Rustaz
Wasn't all this stuff mentioned in the will?
Dan;
I think to answer yours and Mr. Hubbards question: Yes.
It was my understanding that Professors wishes were detailed in his will; which I have not seen. This is what I have heard from others who have seen it.
I believe some where near 30 leaders were supposed to come to agreements, and democratically run the old IMAF. There are inherent problems with this, however. We can't get 30 leaders to agree on anything now, even with seperate orgs., so how the hell would be able to do it by committee?
There were inherent problems with this structure. Plus, Professor had the habit of changing his mind. So depending on when that will was dated, even if it was a week before he passed his wishes could have changed.
You just brought up another issue also, Dan; if you where on this list of 30, then why weren't you contacted? It is a good question, one that I ain't touching with a 10 foot pole.
To further complicate things; people in general are f**king lyers; whether by accident or on purpose. People like to change history to suit their own agenda's. People often like to look at only one side of the story as well; their side.
The fact is, I know a lot about what happend in the past, how ugly it got, and I have made my own logical conclusions as too what Remy's "wishes" were. Problem is, all my information is second hand; remember I took a year off seminars when all the S**t hit the fan.
But at least I'll call it like it is, and at least I'll admit my short comings. I can't say the same for others who are supposedly higher ranked and more experienced, yet have bigger short comings then me. I know all my info regarding the matter at hand is second hand info. So what? I also know that I feel that I should have known more about Remy's condition back then. But I will be the 1st to admit that to my knowledge it wasn't like he was asking, "Where is that Paul Janulis kid?" either. I also know that due to my age (not experience or skill) there is no way I would have been on that list of 30.
And you know what? I am glad that I wasn't on the list, and I am glad I wasn't invited to the @$$ kissing party in Victoria, Canada. Back then I was angry, but now I am not; I am just being blunt here. Because I missed it, this makes the issue NOT MY RESPONSABILITY; and while other leaders may bicker, jocky, or hide behind half-truths and ambiguity, I am training and getting better. So watch out, mother f**kers, because if you don't see me right on your tail right now, it is because I am already ahead of you. And you'll only have the pleasure of finding this out when you someday get shown up by a "junior".
And if it is I who gets "shown up" then I am even happier, because then I just learned something. I already have the mentality that says, "I suck", so I will always learn. It would just be nice if this light bulb would go on for everyone, but that is asking for to much, I think.
Sorry for the rant. Although I have been vocal in the past about certian things, there are a lot of issues that I haven't touched within a mile. The details of the will, and his overall plan and such is one of these issues. I haven't touched these (and won't in a public forum) because I was not there; so my information is second hand.
Dan, if your looking for answers, give me a ring and I can tell you what I know, or at least what I have heard. This might help you in your search.
As for everyone else and for those who like to twist and conceal information; I'll just say that I am glad that I have no skeletons in my closet. So for those of you who have information, yet are hiding it, or twisting it to fit your own agenda, I hope that you someday come clean. And for those of you who are playing the "I know a secret" game, when you really don't have anything but crap on your thumb from sitting on it all day, then I hope you feel real special about yourself.
Just never forget that you are messing around with a dead man's wishes, and if you don't come clean then you are the one who has to wear that black mark on your soul.
I'm just glad that mine is clean, at least in regards to this issue...
Paul Janulis
P.S. To cover myself, this dark and dreary post is not directed at anyone in particular (except in that I answered Dan Anderson and asked him to call me). So, do not take anything as a personal slam. However, for those whom the shoe fits, it is up to you to show it off. Don't come crying to me with your responses because you have much bigger issues to contend with, and it ain't with me.