Yeah... years ago when I came upon all this stuff I was on cloud 9, thinking I've found the solution and no more suffering to be had. Then the last 5 years have been an unstoppable avalanche...This is the hard part to swallow for many.
Ha, the day I forgot about my own suffering, suddenly a thousand others filled that void.
Every now and then it returns but the best medicine, I've learned, is to focus on them.
Brought me to not fun places of such despair and doubt... but perhaps that's the point... it's breaking down all my "certainties" about life, the things I hid behind, to tell me that no... even that is not "it"...