Aaahhhahh..finally, somebody is understanding!!! JK..sorta. I'm just going to say,
In reality, I'm not trying to "reinvent" anything. Rather, experimenting with what works good for me or even things I am still working on improving. I've already been instructed proper kicking techniques both in Tkd and kung fu in the past years as well. So, there's nothing here anyone can tell me that I haven't heard from someone I've paid to tell me that. However, there are factors contributing to what I am doing . For one, I've suffered a knee injury in the past that I'm rehabbing and tends to be my weakest side so I don't tend to execute so well at times on that side. It's improving though.
Another factor, simply, because of lack of focus on training in kicks, strength, and flexibility, the mind knows what it needs to do, however, it doesn't translate in the movement. So, even though, as I'm practicing those kicks, what I want to happen is slowly but surely is coming to focus. Again, 10,000 more kicks will improve my kicking.
Lastly, I'm not going to conform to any style. Not anymore. There, maybe I'm reinventing. There are some things unique in my mind that I like doing in the way that I'm doing it contrary to my formal training. That, I don't need to justify to anyone. If it don't work for me, I don't do it. But there's nothing wrong with trying something and modifying it if it works better for that individual, if not, move on to something else. Not trying to be cocky, but there really is a method to my madness. Agree with me or not, this is my ma journey and every practice, I learn from it especially now. I'm more focused to perfect MY kicking form which, I believe are getting pretty quick and powerful. My videos do not show my full potential yet. Until I get my heavy bag setup, my full power workouts will have to wait.
In closing, I'm not sure if I've worded/conveyed my concepts in training really well. I respect and admire the achievements others are doing, but folks, please don't be so judgmental because I'm not doing things exactly the way you're doing it. There are so many ways to do things out there and everyone thinks they are right and you can't tell them different. That doesn't necessarily mean it's gospel.