bydand
Senior Master
Siting here tonight thinking of the years that have gone by, and the different people I have had the chance to train with in To-Shin Do now. I remember when we made the switch in 1996 to To-Shin Do at the Dojo I started my training, and it was still in it's infancy. Brett Varnum and John Poliquin announcing the change after training one evening and then making an appointment with each of us to ask about our thought and feelings toward the change. I still remember sitting in Brett's office above the lens grinding business he owned at the time and talking about what the changes would mean, both for the art and for me personally as a student and for him as an Instructor.
I remember being totally inverted over Bretts head one day in training and thinking "God, I better remember how to land right because this is going to hurt if I don't." I did, and learned a lot that day about the WHY we started each and every class with some ukemi drills.
Walking into a seminar after living out of the area for a few years and having 3/4 the Hombu Shihan for the art drop what they are doing and come over to give bear hugs all around and genuinely ask questions about how life is treating me. Then proceed to cover my body in bruises all seminar long to "welcome" me back.
The number one day though has to be that moment I was standing in front of a group of kids as one of the Instructors and feeling like I was going to be sick because... well, because I learn, not teach others. Then as soon as the class started and that first question came my way and I realized that I DID know what to say and how to show somebody else what they needed. I thanked all my Instructors the following morning for taking the time and effort to train an out of shape, unflexible guy; and giving him a gift that will last a lifetime. I am back in an area that has no To-Shin Do school within a few hundred miles and am wondering what to do about that situation, but somehow the way to the art will work out, it always does somehow. Even if it takes a few years to come back around, it always does.
Keep up the training. Keep up learning. Keep those of us who are Dojoless right now, in your thoughts when you walk in, and are surrounded by friends for training that you have it very, very good. Enjoy every single second.
I remember being totally inverted over Bretts head one day in training and thinking "God, I better remember how to land right because this is going to hurt if I don't." I did, and learned a lot that day about the WHY we started each and every class with some ukemi drills.
Walking into a seminar after living out of the area for a few years and having 3/4 the Hombu Shihan for the art drop what they are doing and come over to give bear hugs all around and genuinely ask questions about how life is treating me. Then proceed to cover my body in bruises all seminar long to "welcome" me back.
The number one day though has to be that moment I was standing in front of a group of kids as one of the Instructors and feeling like I was going to be sick because... well, because I learn, not teach others. Then as soon as the class started and that first question came my way and I realized that I DID know what to say and how to show somebody else what they needed. I thanked all my Instructors the following morning for taking the time and effort to train an out of shape, unflexible guy; and giving him a gift that will last a lifetime. I am back in an area that has no To-Shin Do school within a few hundred miles and am wondering what to do about that situation, but somehow the way to the art will work out, it always does somehow. Even if it takes a few years to come back around, it always does.
Keep up the training. Keep up learning. Keep those of us who are Dojoless right now, in your thoughts when you walk in, and are surrounded by friends for training that you have it very, very good. Enjoy every single second.