I've seen it many times. New students become frustrated by the perception of the gulf between their own performance and that of more experienced students.
"That brown belt, she's excellent. I'll never be that good! I try and try but I just can't do it! I'm going to quit!"
But it's not excellence that sticks around. It's not excellence that makes it to higher black belt ranks. At least, it's not excellence alone.
I look around at the people who are left in my dojo from when I started. There are none. Aside from the instructors, they're all gone. Most of them were MUCH better than I was. I sucked, and I'm not being artificially humble.
There was only one thing I had. Willingness to keep trying. Willingness to suck. Patience with myself. And frankly, a lack of desire to compare myself to others. Sure, I tried to improve. Sure, I tried to emulate what the better students did. But the improvement was glacial in my case. I didn't get better quickly, it took ages.
When I started in my dojo, I could not even get through the warm up exercises without sitting against the wall, pouring sweat and panting like a dog.
"Do your best" was the advice I got. No judgment if I could not keep up, and no one else told me what 'my best' was or should be. The only person pushing me was me. Quitting was always an option; I wasn't even locked into a contract.
So my advice is to forget about excellence for now. Stop worrying about how terrible you are. Be terrible. But be there, training.
It's really the only secret to martial arts success.
Here's another secret. It applies to most of life, as well. We're not all Olympic athletes. We're not all geniuses in business. We're not all the best at whatever we do for a living or in school. It doesn't matter. Showing up and trying your best are most of what success looks like.
"That brown belt, she's excellent. I'll never be that good! I try and try but I just can't do it! I'm going to quit!"
But it's not excellence that sticks around. It's not excellence that makes it to higher black belt ranks. At least, it's not excellence alone.
I look around at the people who are left in my dojo from when I started. There are none. Aside from the instructors, they're all gone. Most of them were MUCH better than I was. I sucked, and I'm not being artificially humble.
There was only one thing I had. Willingness to keep trying. Willingness to suck. Patience with myself. And frankly, a lack of desire to compare myself to others. Sure, I tried to improve. Sure, I tried to emulate what the better students did. But the improvement was glacial in my case. I didn't get better quickly, it took ages.
When I started in my dojo, I could not even get through the warm up exercises without sitting against the wall, pouring sweat and panting like a dog.
"Do your best" was the advice I got. No judgment if I could not keep up, and no one else told me what 'my best' was or should be. The only person pushing me was me. Quitting was always an option; I wasn't even locked into a contract.
So my advice is to forget about excellence for now. Stop worrying about how terrible you are. Be terrible. But be there, training.
It's really the only secret to martial arts success.
Here's another secret. It applies to most of life, as well. We're not all Olympic athletes. We're not all geniuses in business. We're not all the best at whatever we do for a living or in school. It doesn't matter. Showing up and trying your best are most of what success looks like.