Im sure that anyone who reads posts made by me are aware that i have injured my knee. This **** is getting very very old. I was doing so much better, performing so much better and was actually holding my own in sparring with my instructors because my knee wasnt holding me back. Im so depressed right now and Im fearing the worst. Im not a hypochondriac but when it comes to things of this nature i think of the worst possible outcomes partly because im a little crazy (lol!) and partly because I dont want to be completely shock if it is the worst. Im also a little scared the pain is getting worse as the days go by, i dont know if its in my head or if it is real but im having trouble sleeping because of the pain. Im sure that im starting to annoy my family and girlfriend. I also feel really bad that im letting down my boss at my second job (who happens to be my g/f's dad) and my instructor. I know they understand what is going on that they only wish me the best but still i dont like to say im going to do something and then have to back out for any reason. well thats all, i just needed to get that off my chest. thanks.
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