Dear All,
This upset me today so I'd be very grateful for opinions and even explanations to help clarify for me.
I'm a female green belt in TaeKwondo ITF. I train approx 3 times a week and attend a variety of classes including green belt, fitness training and sparring.
Ever since I started I've taken major issue with what I perceive as higher belts who show disregard for the difference in kups (and even gender -there's a reason why men don't spar against women in competition).
What I mean is that I feel that whilst against children for example, obviously every single one of us are very reserved with our shots on the rare occasion we spar with a child yet I feel that whilst some members (men and women) not just at the lower kups but even up to red belt and black belt, are rather timid in sparring, others seem to lack an awareness to control their shots.
Me I'm a green belt female, I'm not timid, I like to get stuck in in any activity I participate in however I also try to be very conscious not to go hard on any of my opponents. In recent months 2 lads I didn't recognise (a red tip and a red belt) joined one day, so I assume they were returning to tk from a proglongued break, and in sparring both of them did an axe kick down on to my head or shoulder resulting in considerable pain and a nasty headache for me. A few weeks later, with one of the guys who I know is more controlled, I made the mistake of stepping forward guard down at the same time as he did a turning kick and the result was a black eye.
Today, I find I'm timid, I'm reluctant to get injured again, I'm also feeling a bit weak from being on antibiotics but don't see why I should refrain from training just for this? So i trained with the aforementioned red belt and a former red/black belt of wtf tk (as well as a more timid red tip).
The Tk Master gave out to me for having my guard low rather than up beside my head. I think in my tiredness my tone must have conveyed slight tension when I responded that my former wtf sparring partner was not punching my gloves as per the excercise but straight forward to my face...
I got more irrated when she too tried to say the same thing each time she punched towards my head and not the gloves as we were instructed to do...
Later some real tension arose when he pulled me up on things again and I tried to ask him how I can train myself to keep my guard up (which is my major flaw right now) without worrying that my sparring partner might put me in hospital if I make a mistake? I phrased it a bit different -how do I prevent myself from more injuries to which he responded, agitated, that I should defend myself and when I tried to ask what about partners who are stronger etc he started saying I was talking as if people were intending to hurt me...he went on to claim that sometimes I don't listen (which I believe is a very unfair statement) and something else similar. I felt upset by this claim together with the fact that in my effort to seek guidence from an instructor whom I look upon very fondly and trust, I felt my concerns to keep myself safe whilst learning the art of tk were dismissed. I've been with the club for over a year now and paid considerable money towards membership and today I felt like walking out and never returning when he said these things.
I'd be grateful for opinions on the above, how to best clarify this (and possibly apologise for any tension) during the coming week with the aforementioned instructor, and especially what are your thoughts on sparring and control? Should I just give up sparring?? Am I wrong to expect to be able to participate in sparring without having to worry that someone is going to split my head open until such time that I have learned the art of good defense (which surely should take years anyway no?). Also any advice on what I might be doing wrong or can change to help matters would be appreciated!
Many thanks in advance
This upset me today so I'd be very grateful for opinions and even explanations to help clarify for me.
I'm a female green belt in TaeKwondo ITF. I train approx 3 times a week and attend a variety of classes including green belt, fitness training and sparring.
Ever since I started I've taken major issue with what I perceive as higher belts who show disregard for the difference in kups (and even gender -there's a reason why men don't spar against women in competition).
What I mean is that I feel that whilst against children for example, obviously every single one of us are very reserved with our shots on the rare occasion we spar with a child yet I feel that whilst some members (men and women) not just at the lower kups but even up to red belt and black belt, are rather timid in sparring, others seem to lack an awareness to control their shots.
Me I'm a green belt female, I'm not timid, I like to get stuck in in any activity I participate in however I also try to be very conscious not to go hard on any of my opponents. In recent months 2 lads I didn't recognise (a red tip and a red belt) joined one day, so I assume they were returning to tk from a proglongued break, and in sparring both of them did an axe kick down on to my head or shoulder resulting in considerable pain and a nasty headache for me. A few weeks later, with one of the guys who I know is more controlled, I made the mistake of stepping forward guard down at the same time as he did a turning kick and the result was a black eye.
Today, I find I'm timid, I'm reluctant to get injured again, I'm also feeling a bit weak from being on antibiotics but don't see why I should refrain from training just for this? So i trained with the aforementioned red belt and a former red/black belt of wtf tk (as well as a more timid red tip).
The Tk Master gave out to me for having my guard low rather than up beside my head. I think in my tiredness my tone must have conveyed slight tension when I responded that my former wtf sparring partner was not punching my gloves as per the excercise but straight forward to my face...
I got more irrated when she too tried to say the same thing each time she punched towards my head and not the gloves as we were instructed to do...
Later some real tension arose when he pulled me up on things again and I tried to ask him how I can train myself to keep my guard up (which is my major flaw right now) without worrying that my sparring partner might put me in hospital if I make a mistake? I phrased it a bit different -how do I prevent myself from more injuries to which he responded, agitated, that I should defend myself and when I tried to ask what about partners who are stronger etc he started saying I was talking as if people were intending to hurt me...he went on to claim that sometimes I don't listen (which I believe is a very unfair statement) and something else similar. I felt upset by this claim together with the fact that in my effort to seek guidence from an instructor whom I look upon very fondly and trust, I felt my concerns to keep myself safe whilst learning the art of tk were dismissed. I've been with the club for over a year now and paid considerable money towards membership and today I felt like walking out and never returning when he said these things.
I'd be grateful for opinions on the above, how to best clarify this (and possibly apologise for any tension) during the coming week with the aforementioned instructor, and especially what are your thoughts on sparring and control? Should I just give up sparring?? Am I wrong to expect to be able to participate in sparring without having to worry that someone is going to split my head open until such time that I have learned the art of good defense (which surely should take years anyway no?). Also any advice on what I might be doing wrong or can change to help matters would be appreciated!
Many thanks in advance