Hi,
Everyone at the school is too busy to discuss this and I want to start preparing to deal with this opponent (and future reactions to similar situations) asap.
I am an adult assistant at this tkd school where there is no class for adults. I haven't gotten to spar much in recent months. Most of the kids are too small and young for me to really spar, and not a real challenge. I have no illusions of grandeur, they just haven't the age and prior experience that I have. Next step for me is black belt, so I don't know what choice I have. So.
Today we had a real team training, finally, and I had trouble with my second opponent. This one boy and his 2 cousins haven't been here long, but this stuff seems to come naturally to them - or they practice together at home. I spy a grass stain on a uniformed knee, so maybe in the back yard or something. The cousins are green belts (belt 3 of 8 before black) and the other boy is one belt higher. That boy hit on a strategy that worked against me. None of the advanced belt kids have really pushed me, but this blue belt is.
I got angry and started reacting to his dancing around and he stayed away from me and kept getting to one side of me with his footwork and scoring the side of my head where I couldn't see it. It wasn't just the scoring that bugged me, it was his grin while he did it. I strongly dislike when a dominant opponent grins like that. I hate seeing it happen to others and I don't like it on my opponent either. I didn't totally loose my head. It was close. Thing is when I loose my cool all skill goes out the window and a good deal of power as well. I don't usually get to kick hard, so my aggressive attempts weren't that hard. These boys can take some hits compared to the other kids. They really whale on each other. Loosing my cool mostly meant I followed him and he kept moving around and away, playing me like a puppet. When one of us really attacked he would move...somehow... and get to my most unguarded side to strike my head. That grin. Ugh. At some point I realized he was deliberately dancing and getting behind me and I slowed my attack and tried to be less reactive and use more footwork. It helped a little, but I don't recall ever dealing with someone using his strategy.
At the end of our turn after the handshake, I went to our largest bag, slammed it once hard as I could with a back punch, went back to my spot and sat fast and hard with an audible thud. Those boys were sitting behind me and I saw them look. I didn't say anything and I focused on being outwardly calm and using my head to think. Not proud of the reaction except the part of controlling my expression after the mini tantrum.
I have to wait until Tuesday night to talk to one of the teachers. The one who taught today is always monopolized by the kids. Sometimes it's hard to relay business matters because of the way they crowd him. I barely had time to set a meeting time with him, certainly not enough to discuss what went wrong and what I should work on, and advice on whatever mental stuff is at work when someone is able to push me. Then there are some counters he mentioned that I could use a quick verbal review of. And some BB testing stuff.
I'm not angry at the kid. More irritated by being a puppet and not being effective in countering him once my head cleared enough to what he was doing. I am glad this happened, actually. That there is a student here that can push me. I have been almost depressed about it, but here's the answer to my prayer. He's good and has a good eye for how sparring works, but I still have more experience. Here's what I needed, a push to improve on. I'll fix my side of it so he has to come up with another strategy. I think it'll do him good to have someone besides his cousins to push back.
In another match today one kid kept striking his opponent's headgear, that boy tried to keep his hands up but he kept getting hit - left right left right. I could see he was upset by that, but in the context (continuous, non-scored, freestyle) it was acceptable and what bothered me more was the striking boy's grin as he did it. Left right left right left right. I remember at my last school 8 years ago there was a black belt teen that I couldn't land anything on and I did get thoroughly peeved at that, but I remember she didn't seem to gloat and certainly never grinned like that. I try to keep that kind of expression with the kids that can't really push my skill. Not a mean or aggressive look, just a focused one.
What to do against a 'dancer?' What do you think he might have been doing to sneak that headshot (I know you weren't there)? What's up with the grinning? Am I overreacting to the grinning? How do I give this kid a run for his money (not revenge, but a challenge to get better)?
Everyone at the school is too busy to discuss this and I want to start preparing to deal with this opponent (and future reactions to similar situations) asap.
I am an adult assistant at this tkd school where there is no class for adults. I haven't gotten to spar much in recent months. Most of the kids are too small and young for me to really spar, and not a real challenge. I have no illusions of grandeur, they just haven't the age and prior experience that I have. Next step for me is black belt, so I don't know what choice I have. So.
Today we had a real team training, finally, and I had trouble with my second opponent. This one boy and his 2 cousins haven't been here long, but this stuff seems to come naturally to them - or they practice together at home. I spy a grass stain on a uniformed knee, so maybe in the back yard or something. The cousins are green belts (belt 3 of 8 before black) and the other boy is one belt higher. That boy hit on a strategy that worked against me. None of the advanced belt kids have really pushed me, but this blue belt is.
I got angry and started reacting to his dancing around and he stayed away from me and kept getting to one side of me with his footwork and scoring the side of my head where I couldn't see it. It wasn't just the scoring that bugged me, it was his grin while he did it. I strongly dislike when a dominant opponent grins like that. I hate seeing it happen to others and I don't like it on my opponent either. I didn't totally loose my head. It was close. Thing is when I loose my cool all skill goes out the window and a good deal of power as well. I don't usually get to kick hard, so my aggressive attempts weren't that hard. These boys can take some hits compared to the other kids. They really whale on each other. Loosing my cool mostly meant I followed him and he kept moving around and away, playing me like a puppet. When one of us really attacked he would move...somehow... and get to my most unguarded side to strike my head. That grin. Ugh. At some point I realized he was deliberately dancing and getting behind me and I slowed my attack and tried to be less reactive and use more footwork. It helped a little, but I don't recall ever dealing with someone using his strategy.
At the end of our turn after the handshake, I went to our largest bag, slammed it once hard as I could with a back punch, went back to my spot and sat fast and hard with an audible thud. Those boys were sitting behind me and I saw them look. I didn't say anything and I focused on being outwardly calm and using my head to think. Not proud of the reaction except the part of controlling my expression after the mini tantrum.
I have to wait until Tuesday night to talk to one of the teachers. The one who taught today is always monopolized by the kids. Sometimes it's hard to relay business matters because of the way they crowd him. I barely had time to set a meeting time with him, certainly not enough to discuss what went wrong and what I should work on, and advice on whatever mental stuff is at work when someone is able to push me. Then there are some counters he mentioned that I could use a quick verbal review of. And some BB testing stuff.
I'm not angry at the kid. More irritated by being a puppet and not being effective in countering him once my head cleared enough to what he was doing. I am glad this happened, actually. That there is a student here that can push me. I have been almost depressed about it, but here's the answer to my prayer. He's good and has a good eye for how sparring works, but I still have more experience. Here's what I needed, a push to improve on. I'll fix my side of it so he has to come up with another strategy. I think it'll do him good to have someone besides his cousins to push back.
In another match today one kid kept striking his opponent's headgear, that boy tried to keep his hands up but he kept getting hit - left right left right. I could see he was upset by that, but in the context (continuous, non-scored, freestyle) it was acceptable and what bothered me more was the striking boy's grin as he did it. Left right left right left right. I remember at my last school 8 years ago there was a black belt teen that I couldn't land anything on and I did get thoroughly peeved at that, but I remember she didn't seem to gloat and certainly never grinned like that. I try to keep that kind of expression with the kids that can't really push my skill. Not a mean or aggressive look, just a focused one.
What to do against a 'dancer?' What do you think he might have been doing to sneak that headshot (I know you weren't there)? What's up with the grinning? Am I overreacting to the grinning? How do I give this kid a run for his money (not revenge, but a challenge to get better)?